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Posted: Wednesday, 23 November, 2011 by deacongray in Uncategorized

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Vampire on Feeding and Energy

Posted: Tuesday, 7 April, 2015 by deacongray in Uncategorized

by Kate Gallwey (c) April 7 2015

I have had to take the common philosophies found across the OVC and adapt them to what I know and can understand. So like everything else here it is highly subjectively to one’s own reality. Soo taking that into account we have three categories of psychic vampire, with the middle category sliding into both sides. An energy leech…no the name is not nice, we are all energy leeches, I watch my cat come to me for attention and energy, dogs and horses.. all higher vibrational creatures need energy and will manipulate the other beings around them to get it. Attention flows where energy goes.

The ebb and flow of the tides of energy is all around us. A child is a literal sponge being shaped and evolved by the currents around it. But we get blocked and warped for numinous reasons and in comes the element of competitive. Siblings compete for energy and the winner get it and is shaped by it. The losers have to go hungry for a bit. We learn to find what we need or the vibration starts to fade and fall. People growing up close to large sources of energy will always do better than those that do not. The ocean, forests, mountains, lakes, rivers and rolling hills are all abundant sources of energy.

Even cities have a beat to tap into if you know how. So we have, for whatever reason, an energy starved person. They may have got sick or burnt out over time but all want attention in their different ways. Some seek emotional attention, poor me, so much shit has gone wrong in my life. Some seek intellectual and egotistical attention, look at me, I am so clever. Some seek power and become bullies and trolls.

There are as many different combinations as you can think of. Just watch the VCN for validation of all these feeding types and you will find it in the Hypnosis, Pagan, Shamanism, Mothers, and Common Law groups and these are just my places of observation. Every one of us has needed attention and energy at some time in our lives. It is not a bad thing unless it became an addiction or there is an inbuilt trait of lack and need. This is where the lines get blurry.

My question was, ‘what is the difference between an energy leech and an awakened psychic vampire?’, and the answer is, not much. A desperate energy leech can get enough and move on, a psychic vampire has a larger problem, was the initial answer. An energy leech can stop leeching by going outside, getting major attention or regaining their health and energy balance. Whether a psychic vampire can do this is the dividing line. Not enough is know why…so I am going to leave the whys and go with what I know. Hunger is predominate, once you become aware that the need for energy does NOT go away over time no matter how much time spent in nature, good or bad attention is gained, or good health is achieved.

There seems to be a steady decline that I can find no other explanation for. So the awakening to the fact that the hunger is not going to go away and that if you develop a routine of visualization and ritual for drawing in energy the decline is eventually halted and then reversed. You become an awakened psychic vampire. Energy can be taken quite morally and ethically from many sources. It can also be taken from those that are engorged with energy, to the point of sickness. There are many such people.

People with a swelling in their energetic, mental and physical forms, that with a tendril, indrawn breath or touch can be relieved of this excess. I love such people. Many seem to have the condition temporarily and psychic vampires can really help relieve pain in such a glorious way that all are balanced. There are others that bubble up with a seemingly inexhaustible supply that I cannot take enough to help them.

It leaves me with performance anxieties. I am not a parasite. My physical, mental and emotional need for energy is not easily met. I see energy leeches getting what they need far easier than I do and going much further with it. I get hyper and hypo like a diabetic. I have looked very clearly that I may be an addict, and energy addict. It is quite possible that all this may be psychosomatic and all in my head. But with a variety of set methods to find balance I am growing stronger. If it is all a fantasy and coping method it is certainly working for me.

The interesting question is, how strong can I get? What are the limits here? I wish I had more physical connection to other living psychic vampires, I would like to compare energy signatures and methodologies. I also would like to explore the removal of deep emotional pain for people for I find that extremely frustrating to feel their pain but not able to remove it but I think that works best with touch.

I have learned many things about the dances of energy that flows around us. The word vampire is both a benefit and a handicap. There ARE likeness and similarities to a traditional undead monster, no matter how hard I try and deny it. There is a connect found within all that I feed from. I could find them anywhere and that means there is a tiny bit of me attached to them when I draw from them.

This is not an enjoyable thing when they are far away and in pain but the net that connects us all also ties us all together. I sincerely hate this, it nearly drives me out of my skull with the currents of madness about today. Another link to the word vampire is the permission thing, I CAN work without permission, do not get me wrong I am no saint or light worker, but if you give permission to feed the food is ‘richer’ and the flow is stronger. And the bond is stronger.

There is also the blood thing. The amount of concentrated energy in blood is the densest form on this world. I mean it is extreme rocket fuel to me. To feed off another’s energy is easy, everyone can and do, do it. Just focus your attention on them and inhale. There is a point when visualization and imagination becomes reality, just like in using magic.

Focus on the heatwave or fuzzy colours coming off someone and see it flowing towards you. Or see a tendril of your own energy brush gently across them and turn on the suction. There are many methods as there are practicing psychic vampires. To stop it happening to you is another story. In a conversation turn your body slightly to the left of the person trying to feed off you, moving your heart away from them and turn your head back to face them.

Eye contact is a major trap so do not do it unless you can hold steady. I find if I focus past their eyes and in the center of their head there is a misalignment so their hooks cannot find a way in. It all depends on who you are dealing with and what state you are in.

Rapport is encouraged in the hypnosis books but it is anti-rapport needed here. To dislodge an energy leech with hooks in your energetic field, feel the energy build up in your heart or solar plexus chakra and expand it really fast pushing back and out anything that is not yours or those that you love….saying that those that we love are sometimes the biggest energy leeches of the lot. In a conversation on social media the solution is easy don’t get emotionally involved.

You are not going to change anyone’s view point anyway and having a sense of humour is really the best medicine here. In an all-out psychic vampire attack there is only a few things that actually work here and if I am honest this is why we are seriously hated by most. I have been up against some serious witches, occult magicians and spell weavers and all of them manipulate energy in some way. Energy is my food. So the ones that throw curses at me are all throwing big bars of yummy chocolate at me.

Most shields are just energy, they show me what flavour you are and whether you are worth the effort of feeding off. But, however, there was a variation of a shield that I couldn’t get through, that I came across, it seemed to constantly change its frequency and buzzed in a really uncomfortable way. So I do not know everything here.

I have been overwhelmed by emotion and retreated from a magic practitioner. She used emotions like a weapon and hit me with an extreme variable of grief and loss. I decided I wasn’t that hungry. An occult circle is a fairly good defense, it would take some time to dismantle it and my attention span is not good when I am hungry. But when I am angry I have bulldozed a covens circle and taken no prisoners…. they did try and bind me for a hour or two and severely got my attention. A vampire trumps a witch every time. To feed off another awakened psychic vampire is just yucky.

There is a VERY personal feedback loop and we would be very intimately entwined energetically. I have mostly backed away from another psychic vampire, a brush up against their energy is enough to want to leave them alone. It is one way I always know a psychic vampire when I see/feel one. I seriously could not feed off one, the idea alone makes me shudder. If a witch or occult practitioner were to imitate the energy signature of a psychic vampire would be one way to avoid becoming prey.

I have seen otherkin do this to their energy fields but not sure how they do it. There is a chameleon effect going on here that I cannot do. I cannot seem to alter my energetic soul signature like they can. When it comes down to it, awakened psychic vampires are very rare, there are far more energy leeches that have a skill or two for causing and feeding off trouble. I do not think we are even vaguely responsible for ALL the drama in the OVC.. We just hang around to mop up afterwards.

SAVA Challenges Slanderers To Provide Proof

Posted: Sunday, 15 March, 2015 by deacongray in Uncategorized

Originally posted on SA Vampyre News:

Over the past few weeks, actions which appear to be a part of a co-ordinated and deliberate attack on the good relations between the SA Vampyre Community and SA Pagan Community, have come to SAVA’s attention. Several individuals presenting themselves to the Pagan community (and most likely to outsiders) as community leaders have been observed posting comments in various forums in which they claim that “vampires are poisoning paganism”.

Additionally, they are also claiming that in several articles pertaining to the Vampyre Community and subculture in South Africa – ostensibly written by the Regent of the SAVA, Octarine Valur – which were also cross-posted on Penton Alternative Media between 2011 and the present, guidelines are provided to Vampyres on how to ‘bleed pet dogs and cats’ for feeding purposes.

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By Deacon Gray
(c) Graveyard Press 3/15/2015

There are many views on the subject matter known as Psychic Vampires.  Anton LeVay considered them people who drain people of their vital energy, but fill no useful purpose in our lives, not as lovers, or real friends.  In his view a psychic vampire manipulated you, makes you feel indebted, and plays on your emotional sense of moral obligation.

Modern Living Psychic Vampires, would say something else altogether. The basic belief is that there is energy, one that people produce naturally, that Psychic Vampires cannot produce sufficiently, but they can siphon off others.

Dr. Bruce Goldberg, a Dentist, with a Masters in Counseling, and BA in Biology and Chemistry on other hand referred to the Energy vampire as “an unhappy lot, and do their damage by a telepathic draining of their victim’s energy resources.

Michelle Belanger’s version is more likely to be accepted by the group we call the Vampire Community today. “Psychic vampires are people who prey on the vital, human life energies of others. They are not believed to be undead. They are mortal people whose need for energy metaphorically connects them to the life-stealing predators of vampire myth.”

But what are they?  I think one of the issues is in separating the so called Psychic Vampire that people like LaVey spoke of, and those who fancy themselves an actual vampire with some difference from a standard human.

Most of the so called Energy, or Psychic vampires out there aren’t vampires in the least, but merely people who have managed to get others to waste their own energy on drama, trolling, or confrontationist’s discussions.

LaVey was speaking about those psychic vampires, those who we waste valuable time and energy on, not those who have an actual energy drawing ability.

The expenditure of your own energy as a choice is not the same as having energy drawn from you. Nearly every time there is a debate and someone says…”You’re feeding!!” the case from my point of view is that no feeding is taking place, only expenditure.

Levay had one thing right; we shouldn’t allow ourselves to be sucked in by those who are draining to us. It really doesn’t accomplish anything other than to waste our time and energy on fruitless efforts. Most all of the bickering is wasted time, and leads ultimately to nothing but ill feelings.

What’s actually more dangerous,  the psychic vampire who might take a little energy and make you feel a little worn out, or a energy manipulator who is simply trying to engage you in a manner that makes you use energy in a such a pointless way, and leaves you dealing with unpleasant emotions like anger? How often do they use emotional blackmail, or attempt to drag you down for the sake of proving their own intelligence?

How many projects, written works, movement toward personal growth is wasted on such people?  What is ever really gained by it? How do energy manipulators serve anyone except themselves?

People could claim the same about psychic vampires, but and ethical psychic vampire leaves you with no ill effect, and often become great friends. They might even drain off your negative energy and leave you feeling more at peace. If they are really skilled, they might even help you find your own means of controlling those negative energies.

There are a lot of ways you can protect yourself from both of these types of people. The most powerful of which is simply not engaging with them once you figured out what they are.  Sadly figuring out who they are, isn’t always something you can do right away.  Once you have identified them, don’t waste further time on them.

Energy manipulators, whether conscious of it or not, want to get in close. They want to become someone you deal with regularly. They might realize they are interacting with you in a way that is manipulating your energy, but they do it more often than not. For this reason you have to leave them behind, because even if you know they are doing it, doesn’t mean you can stop them. Your defenses are not designed for every day, all day, usage, which in itself is a major manipulation.

Consider who you align yourself with, who you spend time around and how they make you feel. If you can honestly say that you feel frustrated, angry or exhausted by someone more often than inspired, moved, or kindly toward, than why  keep them around?

I understand that It’s not always that simple.  My own step mother is a major energy manipulator, despite that I like the lady, and it’s not like my father is going to kick her out of his house anytime soon.  You can adapt by limiting what you tell such a person about your life. Keeping and energy manipulator in the realm without allowing them to be active in your sphere of energy and daily activity is possible.

In the end I would just like to say this. Look at how a person makes you spend your energy, if it is for negative reasons, consider why you allow them to do so. Your energy is yours to control. It is up to you to decide how much you will allow an energy manipulator to taint your energy. It is up to you to decide if you want to engage in their pointlessness, or seek and grow on your own path, surrounded by pleasant, nurturing friends.

 

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http://www.drbrucegoldberg.com/EnergyVampires.htm
http://cparker15.tripod.com/tsb/airVII.html “Not all vampires suck blood!”

Oddly enough, I have seen a bazillion different awakening stories and awakening theories, however none of these actually emulated what it was like for me, what I felt nor what I thought, so… As I found a way to express this finally, I thought I would put it here in the hopes that it may one day help someone else…We already know the old cliche that most of us felt… removed… set apart…  different from those around us, but what does that truly mean?

 

For me, it meant that there was a great sense of loneliness, as if I were perpetually trying to fit me, a square peg, into the rest of society, a round hole.  I perpetually felt as if something that had been missing were JUST out of reach…  Seconds away from my grasp and moving away each time I moved towards it…  Making me feel even MORE isolated from those around me…  I truly felt out of step to the point of feeling out of place and time.Among other things I felt, the internal argument of whether this was a curse or a gift began to roil through my heart and mind, as if I were literally on the verge of a civil war with my own being.  I remember thinking “why is this happening to me?  why can’t I just be… normal?” Though I was being taught how to handle things, this argument raged through my mind, ripping at my heart until my whole world was in a tailspin…

 

No matter how intellectual I was, no matter how much I learned, it was as if the words never seemed to be there to properly describe what I was going through…  Words just simply failed to fully illustrate what was raging through the very core of my being. Questions burned through my mind as to whether I was truly going through something or if it were all in my head.  Add to this, the doctors couldn’t seem to find anything other than the usual compliment of things, so there was no true way to know exactly WHAT was happening to me.  No medical/scientific explanation could be readily found.

 

After a couple of botched attempts, followed by laughter, harassment and the usual bullying came a deep, hesitant and always yearning question… “who can I share this with? why doesn’t anyone else feel the way I do?  why isn’t anyone else going through this?”…  Which, in its turn, added to the original sense of loneliness and being set apart…

 

It was becoming a vicious cycle…

 

WHEN I began to truly accept what was going on with me, I began to feel as if I were a new creation wearing a costume…  That costume being the old self…  Same body, different being altogether…  Which became another thing which I couldn’t discuss with anyone…  This did not, however, add to the sensation of loneliness.  Instead, it added something else.  It added a sense of a closeness to my Spiritual Path, though it was truly a separate being altogether.  I began to feel as if what I was going through was part of something…  well… grander…  As if the eyes of the Universe itself had suddenly fallen on me, watching which way I would go with this new-found sense of being part of some grand design…

 

Remember ladies and gentlemen, I was a 13 year old boy going through this…  For me to be set apart to this point was confusing, heart-wrenching and exhilarating all at one time…

 

When I finally accepted that this was what I truly was, it was almost as if this unknown weight had been lifted off my shoulders.  As if everything FINALLY began to make sense…  It has been truly a long and exhilarating journey, once I accepted this IS what I am.

 

I AM vampire.  I WAS born this way.  In this knowledge, no matter who doubts, scoffs or disbelieves, I am strong, secure and comfortable.

Energy, Goals and Paths.

Posted: Sunday, 1 March, 2015 by deacongray in Uncategorized

( Who’s distracting you from your goals, and why are you letting them?)

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3/1/2015 (c) Graveyard Press

By Deacon Gray

20 years ago I had certain goals in the community. BY goals I don’t mean a status I wanted to achieve, status inside the community is an illusion, no, I had things I wanted to accomplish. Some of those goals have been met, and turned out well, some into a bad direction. Some of those goals got left behind, but the goals I resent not achieving, the most are the ones I allowed myself to be side tracked from. I have allowed myself to get drawn into the bickering, the name calling and such, but what did it serve but to make myself look childish? Was it ultimately a good use of my time?

Each day we spend a lot of time, killing time. Sure some people have more of that time than others, but we all have it, if you are on facebook you can’t really deny it.  Yet how often is pursuit of those goals put on the back burner for something silly or all out ridiculous? How often have you spent a great deal of focus and energy on some argument, or debate that really didn’t lead to any growth or development?

Recently we have seen an increase in the total amount of distractions with in the community. I find it easy to be drawn into the debates, I like to discuss things, to work past the conflict and meet resolution. My very path is based on doing exactly that, even if conflict first has to be met in order to be re-directed. Still, how much time is wasted in doing it?

Most of these conflicts we are seeing either based inside or outside the community are only holding our attention because we personally put in the energy to keep them going. We the same conflicts being ruminated over, and regurgitated on post after post, group after group, and to what end?

Ask yourself, honestly, what is your goal within your community? Did you go there to learn, to meet people, to interact with your fellow seeker, or to bicker over little things? It’s your time, how are you using it?

Consider how using your energy in this manner has helped you. Has it helped you at all? All the way around the level of respect others have for us drops as we bicker. The outsiders aren’t going anywhere simply because you gave them an energetic way to pass the evening. In the end what is gained?

If you have an agenda, someone you are targeting, or if you have enemies in the community or among those surrounding it, where is your energy really going? Is it toward you goals, or is it wasted time you won’t even remember next year?

I don’t expect everyone to get along, I know I won’t get along with everyone, I never have, but I do ask that when you find yourself engaged on day two, or even hour two over the same stupid topic, that you consider how it works toward your goals. Ask if it perhaps works toward someone’s goals that aren’t even in line with your own.

Don’t allow yourself to be distracted by contentious people, there are better things to spend your time on. I know it isn’t easy, it isn’t easy for me either, but vendetta’s just waste your time. Respect isn’t gained by being a bigger mouth, it is gained by doing bigger things, but having goals and reaching them.

My friends whether its politics, or community or any number of pursuits, there will be distractions. We will be pulled into those distractions but it is up to us to see when it is getting in our own way. There is a time to take your own path and follow it away from pointless bickering and confrontation.

Interview with a vampire!!!

Posted: Friday, 20 February, 2015 by deacongray in Uncategorized

deacongray:

This is a fiction, an advert for a book by way of a interview with a fictional vampire. Don’t take it too seriously but…if you are interested in vampire fiction…

Originally posted on Putting in a good word...:

Yes, an interview with a vampire!! IN REAL LIFE!! – as my kids would say.

I was lucky enough to ask Christopher, the vampire from Marigold Deidre Dicer’sThe Black Swan Inheritance a few questions.

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First, here is a description of the novel.

‘Anita had the kind of reputation in high school no one wants to carry into adulthood, especially since she wants to be a doctor like her dad. Now at university, she is determined to be good, but one little end-of-semester celebration can’t hurt, right? Well, it can if she ends up having a one-night stand with a werewolf that triggers a dark awakening.
The Black Swan is a powerful legacy that brings both temptation and danger. Having now inherited the title and all that comes with it, Anita finds herself beset upon by ancient abominations that won’t take no for an answer.  But Anita is determined not…

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Johann Flückinger and the Vampires.

Posted: Tuesday, 17 February, 2015 by deacongray in Uncategorized

Originally posted on Peedeel's Blog:

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Flückinger, a surgeon in the Austrian army, compiled with his fellow medical officers, a report on the terrible Vampire epidemics in Serbia. The year was 1732. The Empror of Austria, Charles VI, had ordered an investigation into the rumoured Vampire outbreaks around the Meduegna area. As a result of their findings, the group issued a detailed account of the Vampires, their activities, focusing on individual cases, including that of Arnold Paole – a man known to have had trouble with a Vampire while serving in the army in Greece, and who had been seen by many witnesses wandering at night after his death from a boken neck! Paole, it was decided, was responsible for the outbreak of vampirism.

Flückinger’s report states:

“A woman by the name of Stana, 20 years old, who had died in childbirth two months ago, after a three-day illness, and who had herself said, before her…

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